Woke up to some badass abdominal cramps thanks to running. I had to crawl my way to the bathroom and hang my head over the garbage can until the pain subsided. It was so bad I was close to vomiting. At first I thought it was a horrible dream until I realized I was actually awake. I thought I was dying. I wanted to write a death letter but I was hunched over in pain and I couldn't' get up to find a paper & pen. I wanted to cry but it would've hurt.
All this for 10lbs... I never went through this last year when i lost my 10. I need to begin running on a regular so I wont have to worry about this yoyo-weight shit. I'm too old for this.
I ran again today. If I can make it through this week then I know things will be okay. Now as for the motivation to keep me running on the regular.... I'm thinking about posting an ad at my complex, in search for a running mate. If worse comes to worse... I can continue to run with my dog... although it's a bit annoying at times she makes me forget about how extremely boring running is.
I seriously need to slim down these thunders.
And yes... my back and abdominal pain is outrageous right now. But i know that i'll get used to all of this again.... I need a "vagina-meet-penis" massage.
